After two years together at Dew Yoga, Elysa and I will be expanding in different directions to follow our own unique callings and paths. I have learned and grown so much, We shared, observed and witnessed; friendships made, babies arriving, loved one’s lost, triumphs and tragedies. As unique as each Yogi is that arrives at Dew, Elysa and I are unique too and it’s time for us to move toward our unique visions and practices of Yoga.
Before Elysa and I were Dew Yogini’s together, we were teachers at Yoga Sensations. I remember when I first made the leap to full time teaching. I was overwhelmed with the new rhythm of my energy; physical, mental and emotional. I had found my calling and those first months took me from euphoria to fatigue and back again quite a few times as I settled in to the ebb and flow. One day teary eyed, I turned to Elysa for support, wisdom and understanding. She took me into one of her big hugs and told me it would all even out and to make sure to take care of me. She was right and regardless of what words she shared it was the hug that helped most. In time my own natural rhythm found union with my new schedule and experiences. It was her love that encouraged me and made the difference.
Yoga Sensations in Glenbrook, once the teaching home to me, Elysa, Ann, Regina Hodel and practice home to many of the current Dew Yogis we practice with today. The first ‘incarnation’ of Yoga Sensations had been a haven of Kripalu teachings and teachers brought to life and lovingly nurtured by Sandy Sierra. When Sandy moved south around 2006 there was a shift. I recall running into Sarah, a devoted Yogini, who expressed concern about what would happen to the studio and told me ideas were being explored to create a cooperative to keep it going if a new owner could not be found. Of course, there were devoted and adoring students of Sandy that could not imagine a Yoga Sensations without the love and care of the sensational Sandy Sierra. I never met Sandy but I met so many of her students that I know she loved Yoga.
Things shifted but the community remained and Ann managed the studio, new teachers and students arrived, some moved on but with Ann’s love of Yoga the community endured. Elysa, Ann and I, as well as Ronnie Oster, Ineke Warmerdam and some others stayed in the flow of love and the Yoga Community not only endured but expanded. It was the love that carried us all through.
The New Yoga Sensations by Chikeola brought another shift in philosophy as Chikeola’s vast experience and knowledge of Sivananda Yoga along with influence from the teachings of Shiva Rea Vinyasa Flow were brought to the community. This shift allowed a forum for new style of teaching. It would have seemed there was not enough space for the Kripalu teachings in the schedule. With hindsight, I think that it was the right time for the Kripalu teachers to expand their teachings outward and with that shift many of them moved on to bring Kripalu Yoga to other students and venues. The changes brought growth to the community as students were exposed to new teachings and some teachers found new students outside of the cozy nest Glenbrook had become for Yoga Sensations. It all unfolded with grace even when bumpy at times and it was the love of Yoga that supported us through the shift.
In 2007 I began to envision a landscape of Yoga community that when zooming out would bond together Yoga studios from all over Connecticut and when zoomed in would bring together Kripalu teachers from this cozy little corner of the state. I did not have a clue how either of these visions would or could materialize. That year there were many sessions of what we called “Yogini Tea” Ann, Elysa, Ineke, Sally Grillo and I would share tea, delectable lunches, and discussion about Yoga — sometimes the amazing Paul Grilley was there too, okay, even if he only appeared 2D to us on DVD he was there to inspire and educate us.
As Spring emerged along with the sunshiney forsythia and the first delicious fruits of the season, Elysa and I spent many an afternoon nibbling cherries in my backyard hatching plans for Dew Yoga. The focus was on the zoom in, think global act local, build yoga community in our own back yard. By August, Dew Yoga began to emerge as a somewhat ethereal plan; Dew Yoga at the Dojo, Dew Yoga at he Beach, Dew Yoga anywhere, etc. I started a morning schedule of classes out of the Ryokubi Dojo and at the end of the month Elysa joined me. Those first few months presented plenty of challenges, no afternoon or evening classes, bringing the peace, love and harmony of Yoga into a space of martial arts and self defense, however, the seekers of Kripalu style Yoga found us there and growth was quite slow but steady all the same.
As we received more and more requests for evening classes we knew we had to find a new space. One day Elysa called to tell me about a studio room inside Bobby Valentine’s Sports Academy where she was asked to lead a Men’s Yoga class. Without even a shoe string of a budget, more like a thread, we projected, budgeted, calculated and set intentions to make it our next home.
The move was not too rough as we only had our Yoga props at the time. We scoured freecycle and craigs list for decorative and essential items, we received generous donations of everything from curtains and rugs to plants and prayer flags. By March, Dew Yoga at Bobby Valentines was born. What brought together the current studio was not only love but also some sweat and tears – mostly joyous ones.
The last two years have brought us challenges to overcome, obstacles to dematerialize, background noise to defocus from and lot’s of new friends and Yogi’s to share our love of Yoga with. From this wonderful foundation of friends and family at Dew Yoga, I studied off the mat and expanded my teachings, I delved deeper inside my own practices of self realization. Outside the studio many relationships in my life transformed, often reflecting my inner growth. In December I connected with my birth father and for the first time in my life felt my growth was not only skyward and outward but that my roots dug deeper into the certain Earth I honor and adore so much.
You may have heard me quote BKS Iyengar in class, “Change has to happen. Transformation is always occurring. Change has to happen.”
So here we are on the verge of yet another Spring and Elysa and I and the Dew Community are transforming, growing and expanding. Like any plant, tree, or garden, space to grow is necessary to ensure it’s vitality and healthy transformation. I honor and respect Elysa as a Yoga Teacher and know we both need space to explore our unique dreams. In the light of these brighter days approaching the Equinox, we are giving each other and the community new spaces and directions to grow in.
The next post will shed some light on my direction and the new practice space for Dew Yoga. When Elysa’s plans hit the web I will be sure to link her here too so there is a light on both of our new journeys for you all to explore.
I intend to keep the blog active in the next weeks to share the news and progress of this current transformation, leading up to a big rebirth celebration on Sunday March, 21st – Save the Date.